Reaper

Reaper, have mrtxstar email me at j.m.tessler09@gmail.com, so he and i can talk about it.

No we can't. And I really wish you'd stop asking. Reg's facebook is public as is his son's if he'd like to post something

Really trying to go on. Gonna take time

Oh stop. You are a great person with a big heart. Be a boring world if were all alike wouldn't it?

Thank you for your very generous donation

Sorry bro. We have HTML turned off in the forums as a defense against hackers. Hackers can bomb a site without signing-up or logging in by simply planting HTML bugs as modified code.

Any way you can take a screen shot of it and then post the screen shot as .jpg or .jpeg or .gif file?

So may I have his email so that I can invite him to another sports site that I've been on.

It's not personal with mrtxstar. Several of us still competed with him in FF after he was banned here. It's all about "the good of the many outweighs the good of the one".

Hey buddy, I saw your post in the chatbox the other day, and I think I have mrtxstar's actual email somewhere and I'll look for it if you are interested in contacting him. Let me know.

Congrats http://forums.sportsjabber.net/sjfor...d.php?t=126697

Hey brother. If you need anyone to be there for you, let me know, I'd be glad to talk. The world is a better place with you in it, than one where you aren't. I hope that things work out for you and that others let you know how important you are to them.

-Jerry

As far as the darkness and the suicide, I think we have all been there. But if you feel like you can't fight thru it, call your family doctor. I believe the mind is like any other part of the body sometimes it needs help too if it's not well. My daughter started cutting herself and that was hard to deal with but we talk about it and she is on an anti-depressant and a mood stabilizer now but everyday is a work in progress still. Maybe life is a work in progress I don't know. But maybe confide in your doctor about everything and go from there. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers

Change is never easy. Even if long term it's for the best. My whole life has changed this past year. My job. Finally decided to downsize and move into an apt. Sometimes it just takes time to grow into. You are probably just not sure where you belong right now...and maybe just sit down and tell you wife that. That the change is unsurping you a little and maybe it's gonna take some time. The rest I think life is about cycles sometimes. The ebb and flow. And your luck will turn again. Reg and I have talked about faith a lot and the weak why my moments and Reg always says..>why not me? Who do I think I am? And I kinda came to that conclusion when I tried to watch the Passion. I went to a Catholic school and had grown up with the stations of the cross but seeing it was something else. On that day I said to myself...this is how the world treated the Son of God. why would I expect better? Don't be so hard on yourself. You are a great person. A great dad, and husband. You will get thru it, I have faith in you and if you ever need to talk I am always here.

Have a Happy Thanksgiving and thanks for all you do here

Happy Thanksgiving to you & your family Reaper.